Mental Health check-in

Level 30
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 20338
Reputation: 14256
Posts: 222

01.05.2022 11:52:46
Lumina

I'm still getting checked for some of the possible diagnosis but for now it's quite heavy depression, social anxiety, panic attacks, memory problems and some more lol

01.05.2022 11:52:46

Barbie Boobs

Level 18
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 4290
Reputation: 3352
Posts: 7

5 1

03.05.2022 06:17:39
Barbie Boobs

Just found out my old abusive parents (I'm adopted now) just stole all of my inhertiance from my dead grandma that was for my college funds. Stole 23 thousand dollars and legally I can't do anything. I don't know if I'll be able to go to college now or be able to recover from this. It's hard moving on from abuse with roadbumps like this. : (

03.05.2022 06:17:39

Pin by Kaleeia Atkinson on DRACULAURA Monster High Monster high pictures Monster high art Monster high characters

Barbs and Babes ~ <3

Cade

Level 19
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 4863
Reputation: 4246
Posts: 50

2 1

03.05.2022 20:15:15
Cade

kinda just a mess and all over the place rn

03.05.2022 20:15:15

Joji_Jorogumo

Level 29
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 18207
Reputation: 14339
Posts: 55

3 1

11.05.2022 17:38:18
Joji_Jorogumo

Okay so Imma just trauma dump here.

I'm going to start out by saying, I am autistic, I haver BPD, CPTSD, OCD, and good ol chronic depression.

! months ago I lost my uncle, he died very abruptly, my mother had found him dead in his apartment because he wasn't answering his phone. I called my brother who I was no contact with (due to him not respecting my gender identity and my finance's sexuality) to go the apartment and make sure my mother was okay. I asked him not to call any other family members yet, due to them not being the best people...and he did and I'm dealing with so much guilt.

Within the hour my aunts were there, fighting over my uncles things. They beat up his girlfriend. They tried to beat up my mom. The cops were called. Everyone was barred from the house, my aunts broke in and stole important paperwork and many other things and blamed it on my mother and I. They ended up stealing 11,000 and blaming it on my mother. We were barred from the funeral. We couldn't take a portion of his ashes.

All because a part of me wanted to trust my brother to do the right thing...

I've spiraled out of control after keeping my BPD in check. I have turned off my emotions and become shell of who I've used to be. I can't connect to people anymore. I stopped writing and drawing, I just started my sex work up again because I need money, but I'm not having fun with it at all. The guilt that I feel is so much, my mother who I adore, couldn't say goodbye to her brother and its all my fucking fault. I don't want to bother my friends, my fiancé, anyone. I just lost my aunt a year prior, and just started feeling better. She died of a heart attack, and we weren't on talking terms (once again my gender identity) and a week before she died, I had this feeling to call her and tell her that I loved her, and I didn't. So the death of my uncle opened up those all wounds.

Also during this time I stopped talking to my father who was treating my like shit (long story but its because my dad found out my fiancé and I are poly and date other people separately). I reached out to him once my uncle died and asked for support and all he said was "good luck" and wouldn't pick up my calls. I don't have any other family but my mom and my youngest brother. I don't know what to do. I am finding it so hard to pull myself out of this rut. I am so afraid to just talk to people about it because I am the strong friend. I don't cry. I don't get upset...I just find it so hard to be vulnerable.

If you read this much, thank you, if not. I'm happy to just scream into the void. tbh this feels better to just get this all off my chest.

11.05.2022 17:38:18

Racheyl

Level 11
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 1019
Reputation: 847
Posts: 8

2 1

11.05.2022 22:14:02
Racheyl

I'm currently diagnosed with severe depression, anxiety along with anxiety tics, and PTSD. But I may also be getting diagnosed with ADHD soon.

11.05.2022 22:14:02

amotherfucking chailatte

Level 20
Status: Legal Alien
Sex Appeal: 6438
Reputation: 4973
Posts: 51

2 1

12.05.2022 00:39:00
amotherfucking chailatte

I'm not diagnosed with anything that I know of but I've been in and out of therapy since I was 6 (little me kept trying to kill herself, but I don't remember)

12.05.2022 00:39:00