Been feeling very down lately.If you ever need someone we’re all here for you. Please don’t lose hope
Can’t find comfort in the things I love anymore.
Nothing seems to help, feels like I’m slipping away
That must be the worst feeling, losing yourself
Been feeling very down lately.I can relate. I don't know if that provides any comfort. Personally, I like knowing I'm not the only one with similar experiences. I hope it brings you some peace to know you are not alone.
Can’t find comfort in the things I love anymore.
Nothing seems to help, feels like I’m slipping away
That must be the worst feeling, losing yourself
^ what the hell? Anyways
hello! a player (specifically MistyB1tch) asked me how i managed to overcome my paranoia and i didn't want to spam the original thread so i'll be writing about it here! hopefully other players find it somewhat useful?
i wanted to start off by saying i definitely still suffer from constant paranoia/delusions/hallucinations, but i have found some ways to cope with it during quarantine. this might not be for everyone but it did help me out!
- i don't have many hobbies, however the few i do have kept me busy enough to not have to deal with my dummy mind. i like to make bead jewelry in particular and i find it very nice to distract myself with this activity while listening to music. focusing on an activity like this lowers my chances of seeing stuff/hearing stuff that isn't there!
- additionally: this isn't ideal, but distractions have become a dear friend of mine. i've learned that my life is a constant race between me and my brain, which i have learned to see as a separate entity to deal with this... so basically i will literally do anything, ANYTHING to not let my brain get the chance to do stuff. i've literally researched a video game i've never played for hours just to make sure i had something to focus on because i kept hearing sounds that weren't really there:/
- support is always helpful as well. even just one friend being there, talking to you over text or phone is enough... my boyfriend has been there for me when literally no one else cared or listened to me when i told them i was experiencing hallucinations and stuff. he understood, and even through text, he managed to tell me i'll be okay and distract me enough to stop it from happening.
obviously i'm no expert and these may not be the greatest ideas, but they might be of some use? i'm still trying my best to research my own symptoms and try to work towards a future where i can get help. sometimes having hope is really the only thing that keeps me going, so always remember that you are not alone and you WILL get help someday because you are strong and you can overcome it!
What is Ximbo land ?
The Internet republic of Ximbo lands is the worlds first Internet republic.
What is its mission?
To unite the world.
Where is MissBimbo.com? Miss Bimbo was much better than this site.
The Internet republic of Ximbo land was created by Miss Bimbo herself and is its more
intelligent successor. The old site was for junior bimbos. This site is for intelligent Ximbos.
What is the national flag of Ximbo land?
When was the Internet republic of Ximbo land
founded
2007
What is the capital city of the Internet republic of
Ximbo land?
Bimbo City
How many states make up the internet republic of
Ximbo land?
There are 6 states that make up the internet republic of Ximbo lands. They are
Atheistia, Freethinkerland, Reasonopia, Agnostica, Secville, and Antitheocra. Bimbo City is the neutral administrative
capital and is its own city zone. Boob Island is the home of the President of the Internet republic of Ximbo land
What is a Ximbo citizen?
A ‘Ximbo’ or ‘Ximbo citizen’ is a member of the internet republic of Ximbolands
community.
How can I become a Ximbo citizen?
In order to become a citizen of Ximboland you must first pass the Ximbolands citizens
test. It is free to become a Ximbo citizen.
What is a Ximbo senator?
A Ximbo senator is a senior member of the Internet republic of Ximbo land. Only senators
are eligible to put themselves forward for election to become State Ministers and then ultimately the Prime
Ximbo.
Who is the Prime Ximbo?
The Prime Ximbo is the democratically elected head of the Internet republic of Ximbo
land.
Where does the Prime Ximbo live?
The Prime Ximbo lives in the Pink House for the 4 month term they are in office.
I want to become Prime Ximbo. How do I do
that?
Any Ximbo citizen can become Prime Ximbo using the democratic process. Its a 3 stage
process from Senator>State Minister> Prime Ximbo. All Ximbo citizens can vote in general elections but in order to
put themselves forward to become Prime Ximbo they must first become a Ximbo senator. All Ximbo senators are
electable as state ministers. State Minister elections take place every 4 months also. Only state ministers are eligible
to then become the Prime Ximbo.
Can I become Prime Ximbo more than once?
Yes a Ximbo can hold the position of Prime Ximbo for 3 terms max.
How often do elections take place?
The Internet republic of Ximbolands holds elections every 4 months for Prime Ximbo and 4
months for State Minister.
Where do important discussions take place?
The Forum.
What is the treasury/Prime Ximbos salary?
The treasury/salary is the bank account of the Internet republic of Ximbo land. This figure
is transferred to the paypal account of the Prime Ximbo at the end of their 4 month term in charge.
How is the treasury calculated?
The treasury is funded by the Ximbo citizens.
A percentage of the money paid by Ximbo citizens via Paypal and SMS is transferred into the Ximbo treasury.
The rest is wisely used for further game development.
What's the national colour of Ximbo land?
Pink
How old must I be in order to become a Ximbo land
citizen?
Anyone over the age of 18 are welcome to become a Ximbo citizen.
When are the national holidays of Ximbo
land?
Jan 1st New years day
Feb 12th Darwin day
Feb 14th Lovers day
March 8th Womens day
March 21st Spring solstice
April 13th The Hitchslap Day (Christopher Hitchens birthday)
May 3rd National day of reason
June 21st World Humanist Day
Aug 2nd The Internet republic of Ximbo land national day
Sep 21st Peace one day
Dec 25th Newtons birthday
What is the currency of Ximbo land?
The Ximbo Dollar (B$). Currently it is pegged in value to the US$
Who is the President of Ximbo land?
Miss Bimbo is the president of Ximbo land. She founded the bimbo nation in 2007 after
escaping the tyranny, bigotry and and conservatism of the old world. You can read more about her here
and here