I feel disgusted that my dad listens to dust & harmony (ai music "artist") and he played it twice.. I think he either doesn't care or he just got tricked cuz one of the songs is his favorite now. :/
Mental Health check-in
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Feeling fantastic.
https://youtube.com/shorts/Z9g0cBTetww?si=YpVc-H7tOLq8dRg0
I’m not falling for Katherine’s BimboTech eyeball crap…
———*******zzzaaaaaaaap*******———+ Plan R Engaged
I’m not falling for Katherine’s BimboTech eyeball crap…
———*******zzzaaaaaaaap*******———+ Plan R Engaged
Half of me feels there, most of me just feels numb to emotions.
I feel like a shit friend, just I dont feel empathy for others lately for example: My friend of 7 years keeps venting but i am only worrying about myself lately i am here for him but he vents about the same things, dont get me wrong like i give him advice and listen but i just gave him dry Reponses last night.
I see my friends in relationships i think "i want that" when i go to search or want something I pull away from the idea of romantic things, it scares me after my last relationship ended bad 3 months ago I dont think i'll be ready ever again. I miss my ex boyfriend since part of me feels guilt from what i did in the past to him but i literally like apologized and proved i'm a changed person and but it was held over my head, if it wasn't that it was other things but he would call me names and blame me completely on things he did wrong as well, but the thing is i never held anything against him.
I feel like a stupid idiot for saying i still grieve my best friend that died a long time ago but the thing is i saw him in spirit growing up but i dont anymore its a long story and I dont feel like getting into it. soon it will be the day he passed.
I wish i had answers to why i feel the way i do
I feel like a shit friend, just I dont feel empathy for others lately for example: My friend of 7 years keeps venting but i am only worrying about myself lately i am here for him but he vents about the same things, dont get me wrong like i give him advice and listen but i just gave him dry Reponses last night.
I see my friends in relationships i think "i want that" when i go to search or want something I pull away from the idea of romantic things, it scares me after my last relationship ended bad 3 months ago I dont think i'll be ready ever again. I miss my ex boyfriend since part of me feels guilt from what i did in the past to him but i literally like apologized and proved i'm a changed person and but it was held over my head, if it wasn't that it was other things but he would call me names and blame me completely on things he did wrong as well, but the thing is i never held anything against him.
I feel like a stupid idiot for saying i still grieve my best friend that died a long time ago but the thing is i saw him in spirit growing up but i dont anymore its a long story and I dont feel like getting into it. soon it will be the day he passed.
I wish i had answers to why i feel the way i do
doing alright, just in my lill bubble
not doing the best but alive! I haven't relapsed in like three-four weeks so thats good! just dunno if I can do it for long, been having an idenity crisis weither im a boy or girl. born a girl transtioned to a boy but I still struggle with it evne tho its been two months
My social life is deep in the shitter thanks to university. But other than that im chilling :P
i actually hate my entire life!
Good music and wine bring relief.
Not great x at least I can talk and type "properly" now but I still struggle, ocd is still very severe and I can't afford proper treatment have been misdiagnosed and mistreated for years (I have more than one problem obviously), been through medications list a to z with side effects,some being permanent. Doctors trying to give me hope for some of my other problems (lots of things overlap) by telling me that medication is in trial and cOuLd be available to the public in maybe 10 years -_- didn't even think I'd be around this long. x
xxx
Hi guys! I've been having a shitty time recently because my period is coming up, and I wrote a note down ensuring I would make sure everyone was doing okay or see if you needed somebody to talk to privately. Most of us are girls, and we have a really hard time with our hormones on the run up to our periods. It can come off as dramatic because we aren't as emotional as usual, but its not dramatic at all, it's painful and upsetting and most people so not understand. If you don't have a period - don't worry. I still want to know what ails you my friend - Lizzy <3
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