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Reasonopia
06.06.2022 13:42:39
CherriXx

I don't know what I could have done more. Ever since we were in elementary, you would leave me for anything. I was always disposable, and only when whatever or whoever you replaced me with left you, only then I would matter again.
We were 21 when I finally broke. The second I spoke up about how you treated me for all of our lives, you cut me off and blocked me without a word. Still, I don't know what I could have done different. What could I have done to not be thrown away and picked back up when it was convenient for you?
It's probably better this way. Without you I can probably start healing my attachment and self-hate issues. There is a long way ahead, and I hope I can feel like I matter one day.
It's hard though. All of my best and worst memories involve you. In the end I can't help but wonder if any of it meant anything at all? Was it just me who put value in a decade of memories?

06.06.2022 13:42:39

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Level 15
Sex Appeal 3011
Reputation 2285
Posts 5
Secville
06.06.2022 14:32:37
HollyBlue

Hi Mom, I hope you've been proud of me. Even though life has kicked me down the hardest between your kids, and even though I'm in a bad spot in life. I hope you're proud that I'm strong, and that I keep pushing even when I don't want to anymore. I hope you're watching all my firsts in life and all my successes, even if they are slow to come. I want nothing more than to look at you again and hear your voice... to hug you and smell your perfume again. I wish you never decided to end it. I wish you never had cancer. I wish you never met him. I wish you had more custody over us than you did. Maybe if one of those things was different, you would've had more strength to stay on this Earth with us. I love you, and I miss you more than words can say and more than anyone can comprehend.

06.06.2022 14:32:37
~ Love, Holly
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Level 31
Sex Appeal 22906
Reputation 14584
Posts 50
Freethinkerland
06.06.2022 14:40:46
Reignee

pls come back from shopping so i can kiss you

06.06.2022 14:40:46
love is the law, love under will
93 93/93
Legal Alien

Level 8
Sex Appeal 862
Reputation 1288
Posts 4
Freethinkerland
06.06.2022 14:50:58
rasmss

i am bored. can we meet get drunk and fuck

06.06.2022 14:50:58
Citizen

Level 20
Sex Appeal 6484
Reputation 5210
Posts 100
Freethinkerland
06.06.2022 17:20:50
Liimox

N
I fucking hate your guts, and you hate me too but you’re probably the best friend I’ve ever had. You actually made me go outside and be active instead of being depressed and me staying inside my room all day. You broke me and destroyed me. I would’ve done everything for you back then but you used that against me and left me alone. 
Now that I’m older, I’m grateful that I left you and that we’re no longer friends, but I still think of all the time we’ve had and all the cool and fun stuff we did together, and I really really miss those times…

06.06.2022 17:20:50
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Reputation 17173
Posts 45
Atheista
06.06.2022 18:25:54
Amatheia

Dear M, I need to let this out.
I never knew that I loved you and missed you because I've learned that
I was a band-aid back then and also I was kinda emotionally distant to everyone in those years.
I always thought we could heal each other from trauma we went through during childhood etc.
but you cut contact and came back several months later, telling me you missed me.
Two years went by and when my brother got engaged, he, his fianceé, her best friend
and I went to a park and soon I saw fuel station you've worked and and knew your
home was close to that station. I felt sad and seeing them taking pictures without me
made me even worse. I let them to their own world of happiness and I drowned myself
in sadness. Now I'm stronger than ever but now I have trust issues and can't even fall in love.
I hope someone will treat you same before your last, dear M.

06.06.2022 18:25:54

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Level 32
Sex Appeal 26029
Reputation 13446
Posts 111
Atheista
06.06.2022 21:42:16
Triqs

So, um, I'm a lesbian actually, and I'm sorry I accused you of being gay. When you sent that email it just felt too true to how I felt that I assumed it must be true for you. So I wanted to let you know it (mostly) wasn't anything you did, it's just how I am. Sorry for the timing of when we broke up, I wish I had been better about helping you through the things you were going through. If you wanted to try be friends again, I'd really like that.

06.06.2022 21:42:16

Citizen

Level 26
Sex Appeal 12917
Reputation 7061
Posts 100
Atheista
07.06.2022 15:42:39
ffflynn0_0

You suck for how you treated me that's not up for debate. I can't help but think of you sometimes and wonder if you're better or if you regret how everything between us went down. I wonder why you didn't fight to keep me in your life. Then I hear that you continue to mess with peoples heads and feelings and I go back to hating you. For the love of everything that is good please stop showing up in my dreams. I've moved on but the pain you caused still affects me. I dream about you finally apologizing and owning up to everything you did. I wish we could just meet for coffee so I could get some answers, did you ever like me? Were we ever friends? Did you ever plan on being with me? Anyway, i hope you have fun with your industrial sized commitment issues and your toxic on and off girlfriend. 

07.06.2022 15:42:39
xoxo go piss girl
Citizen

Level 23
Sex Appeal 9728
Reputation 7078
Posts 105
Secville
07.06.2022 22:21:34
HelloKatie

To R,
We used to be friends since I was 12, had lots of wonderful memories together for five years. You threw our friendship away for a narcissistic girl who doesn't care about you or doesn't stand up for you when you got bullied in the groupchat. You blocked me everywhere like our friendship never existed. It's been a couple years, I have no idea if we will ever talk again. Who knows maybe you do play Bimboland yourself and you're reading my post right now. I forgive you, but will never ever accept being friends with you again. I do miss you, but I cannot trust you to be a loyal and reliable friend. Even you aren't friends with the narcissist girl, what if we have other mutual friends and I get into an argument or falling out with them? How on earth can I trust you to not leave my side again? Regardless, congratulations you're graduating soon. I hope you gain enough self respect to stop being friends with the narcissist. I hope you find a group of people who actually likes you, respects you and trusts you. I'm not gonna be in your squad, because you clearly broke my trust. I wasn't a perfect friend either, but you and H were a thousand times worse. Not only were you guys horrible friends to me, but you were horrible to my friends, family and other random people we knew, you guys literally treated almost everyone else like garbage. I never went to your school, but you both always complained why a lot of people in school didn't like you or had beef with you. It's because both your personalities sucks. You guys complain about _______ is a drama queen, but proceed to do worse things than them, you guys project bad stuff about yourself onto other people. If either R or H ever finds this and thinks "Oh she's wrong!",one of you guys literally accused my friend of talking crap about your cousin, when she wasn't even talking about your cousin. Worst part is that you guy apologized to me instead of her. 

R, Im not saying that you can't change. I believe in people changing and becoming better people. But you have messed up so badly that I'm not gonna give you a second chance. Learn from your mistakes from our failed friendship and do better with your future friends. Have a nice day <3


07.06.2022 22:21:34
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Level 8
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Posts 43
Reasonopia
08.06.2022 00:46:39
Vagena

i hate you c**t

08.06.2022 00:46:39
RIP Alan Turing you would have loved bimbo.land

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