stuck in my house for the most part cause of covid-19, sucks but at least my boyfriend is around which has been amazing. anyone else think they were gonna be really productive in "self-isolation" but is just fucking around??
lets be real here
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Nyvielz wrote:
This is something that helped me when I was in therapy working on my depression. The thought process there is that we as humans can only perceive reality through our own senses and our minds. Our minds that have expectations based on previous experiences, the select information that we have (some of it true, most of it incomplete or false) and our biases. So every person experiences reality through perception, and human perception lies. While I was in the height of depression when I hadn't yet seeked out treatment, my "reality" was that I felt little to no emotions, and enjoyed none of the things I had been passionate about only a few years back. My "reality" was not having the energy or the will to go to school, because nothing we were being taught mattered. It was just an obstacle stopping me from doing the few things I could still find enjoyment in. My "reality" was warped, as it always is for humans, but in my case it was warped in a way that would have lead to a really shit life. The solution that helped me personally, was to remind myself that "reality is a liar" and to "make my own reality". It's dificult to put into words that would make sense to everyone, and not just me, because this is a very individual way of thinking. I think this worked for me, because I based my world view around the idea that each person lives their own unique reality.
I'm actually trying to be helpful here. Let's try to summarize. Don't let "reality" dictate your life. We will never experience an objective reality so might as well take advantage of our human senses, lie to ourselves a little, and create a reality that makes us content. If your life is not going where you want it to, (I know this is hard, possibly impossible) try to identify what is causing that and if there is a solution to that.
I'm sorry if I ended up overstepping and/or wasn't actually helpful. Mostly I'm just trying to get my forum numbers up without posting pure spam, so uh. Lmao cheers! Depression gang who's with me!
AlienPrinceFromVenus wrote:I'm sorry shit be like that. Can I just say, reality is a liar.Nyvielz wrote:In short, I don't like the direction my life is taking right now. I expected something else but reality hits me. it's like I've lived in a bubble all my life.I hate my lifeI'll bite. How come? Unless you don't wanna talk about it
This is something that helped me when I was in therapy working on my depression. The thought process there is that we as humans can only perceive reality through our own senses and our minds. Our minds that have expectations based on previous experiences, the select information that we have (some of it true, most of it incomplete or false) and our biases. So every person experiences reality through perception, and human perception lies. While I was in the height of depression when I hadn't yet seeked out treatment, my "reality" was that I felt little to no emotions, and enjoyed none of the things I had been passionate about only a few years back. My "reality" was not having the energy or the will to go to school, because nothing we were being taught mattered. It was just an obstacle stopping me from doing the few things I could still find enjoyment in. My "reality" was warped, as it always is for humans, but in my case it was warped in a way that would have lead to a really shit life. The solution that helped me personally, was to remind myself that "reality is a liar" and to "make my own reality". It's dificult to put into words that would make sense to everyone, and not just me, because this is a very individual way of thinking. I think this worked for me, because I based my world view around the idea that each person lives their own unique reality.
I'm actually trying to be helpful here. Let's try to summarize. Don't let "reality" dictate your life. We will never experience an objective reality so might as well take advantage of our human senses, lie to ourselves a little, and create a reality that makes us content. If your life is not going where you want it to, (I know this is hard, possibly impossible) try to identify what is causing that and if there is a solution to that.
I'm sorry if I ended up overstepping and/or wasn't actually helpful. Mostly I'm just trying to get my forum numbers up without posting pure spam, so uh. Lmao cheers! Depression gang who's with me!
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Hi Gals!!! I'm from Brazil!
So a statewide quarantine is being discussed and being mentally ill I NEED to be able to leave the house. Might have to look into a grocery store job for the next few weeks until this blows over. Who knows.
none of my plans to get out and do things have gone through properly
and with the panic going on i might genuinely lose my mf mind
keep me in your thoughts, prayers, and positive cosmic vibes comrades
and with the panic going on i might genuinely lose my mf mind
keep me in your thoughts, prayers, and positive cosmic vibes comrades
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my sister is coming to visit for an undefined amount of time which is nice. i haven’t seen her in forever. we were going to be going to mikuexpo together in april but with that postponed, and her worrying about carrying the virus because she’s been traveling, i wasn’t sure when i would see her next. she’s getting in really late tonight, but i’m excited. it’ll be nice to have a change around the house in a time like this
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I just really miss my parter. I’ve been in a state of mental limbo right now and we are on break until she figures some shit out and have been for a while. I need to go back to therapy
i think i might have just eaten the most heinous block of cheese. price chopper has been trying to rebrand themselves as an upscale, bourgeois whole foods-style store, and i guess part of this means that they have 3 separate cheese displays - one massive counter covering almost an entire side of the store, one wall of cheese nearby, and a third more traditional center-of-the-aisle display. so, i'm thinking, jesus christ. there is no way rich people are able to cope with this much choice when it comes down to cheese. walking into the store and having to make that decision every week would scramble my goddamn brain. so i'm thinking, okay, fine, i'm not going to be adventurous. i will just buy the humble cheddar. cheddar is the simple man's cheese. it works well in many contexts, which isn't relevant to me because i just eat blocks of it like a woodchipper when i'm really going through it.
so i shell out my fifteen goddamn dollars for this stupid cheese, take it home, get kind of hyped to have a taste of it, and give it a little nibble to test the waters. Jesus christ. Jesus fucking christ. it was so bad. it tasted like a mix of dr. pepper and the way moldy bread smells. once as a kid, i took a swig from a carton of chocolate milk without realizing it had gone bad, and eating this evil and wretched block of cheese really dredged that awful memory up. anyways, that's my story. i hope bernie wins
so i shell out my fifteen goddamn dollars for this stupid cheese, take it home, get kind of hyped to have a taste of it, and give it a little nibble to test the waters. Jesus christ. Jesus fucking christ. it was so bad. it tasted like a mix of dr. pepper and the way moldy bread smells. once as a kid, i took a swig from a carton of chocolate milk without realizing it had gone bad, and eating this evil and wretched block of cheese really dredged that awful memory up. anyways, that's my story. i hope bernie wins
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