Mental Health check-in

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16.01.2021 05:03:38
PiriGotica

If i'm busy doing anything ill prbably be ok but there's times like these that i don't have anything else to do and i feel very miserable questioning all my existence and life choices lol
anyone also feel like that?

(srry if my english sounds bad or weird anyway)

16.01.2021 05:03:38

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16.01.2021 06:37:16
Shanobyl

PiriGotica wrote:
If i'm busy doing anything ill prbably be ok but there's times like these that i don't have anything else to do and i feel very miserable questioning all my existence and life choices lol
anyone also feel like that?

(srry if my english sounds bad or weird anyway)
I definitely do. It makes sense though because when you’re busy doing something else you don’t always have the brainpower to dwell on the brain weasels. It’s why mindfulness is generally so good for mental illness symptoms, because it forces you to focus on something else. 

16.01.2021 06:37:16

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16.01.2021 06:54:54
miesha

CinnamonSugar wrote:
miesha wrote:
 My problem is i literally cant shut up i get too excited and happy when i talk to people and then realize im overwhelming them so i end up sad about it lol
Hi Miesha. I think you've mentioned before that you either have or think you have ADHD. My understanding is that talking a lot can be due to ADHD.
I was diagnosed with ADHD last year. Talking a lot is one of my symptoms of "hyperactivity & impulsivity," even though I am an introvert. I don't like parties or crowds. But in a small setting, especially when I know people (friends, family, coworkers), I talk too much. It can make other people uncomfortable. I don't have a solution for you; I just thought I could relate. 
Oh yeah i suppose part of it is that. It seems unbearable though bc i think 90% of my friends are introverts, have anxiety, or both. It sucks :( it also doesnt help that im an impulsive borderline subtype. I literlly have the worst combination of shit in my brain ;-;

16.01.2021 06:54:54
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16.01.2021 06:58:21
miesha

Today was slightly better though. Ive been keeping up with my medication again which is good. I also had a can of monster which probably helped lol... i made a bunch of little pins and hairclips and i plan on continuing tomorrow. One thing i did forget is to apologize to the friend i overwhelmed but i’ll try to remember next time bc i really need to

16.01.2021 06:58:21
19, she/he pronouns ONLY. Barely on the site anymore so don’t bother. Please don’t interact with me if we aren’t friends, it makes me incredibly uncomfortable and anxious. 
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Antitheocra
16.01.2021 23:27:14
EdelweissSL

miesha wrote:
 One thing i did forget is to apologize to the friend i overwhelmed but i’ll try to remember next time bc i really need to
don't feel too guilty about it, I mean you didn't do anything bad or offensive, right? maybe you shouldn't give your self a hard time for little things

16.01.2021 23:27:14
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16.01.2021 23:49:08
miesha

EdelweissSL wrote:
miesha wrote:
 One thing i did forget is to apologize to the friend i overwhelmed but i’ll try to remember next time bc i really need to
don't feel too guilty about it, I mean you didn't do anything bad or offensive, right? maybe you shouldn't give your self a hard time for little things
Nah i didn’t do anything extremely bad, I just babbled too much to one of my most introverted and anxious friends which ended up overwhelming them a little :/ ive been meaning to apologize to them but theyre really busy so i kind of have to wait, and then i forget to do it... but yeah, thank you :) i’m not too sad about it i just hate how my memory is garbage 

16.01.2021 23:49:08
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17.01.2021 04:58:18
peeslurper69

doesn't sound like you did anything wrong to me, miesha

17.01.2021 04:58:18
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17.01.2021 05:52:48
miesha

peeslurper69 wrote:
doesn't sound like you did anything wrong to me, miesha
Well the thing is this is a friend i only recently reconnected with, so i feel a little bad bc of that :/ dont worry though i’m not beating myself up for it or anything! Its just something mindful 

17.01.2021 05:52:48
19, she/he pronouns ONLY. Barely on the site anymore so don’t bother. Please don’t interact with me if we aren’t friends, it makes me incredibly uncomfortable and anxious. 
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Freethinkerland
19.01.2021 15:26:50
Necrofeline

Ugh.

I was expecting to start on Testosterone when I got my $600 stimulus check but it never came even though I received the last one.... I had everything set up and ready and was just waiting on funds that i was hopeful would come. and now i just feel so discouraged and depressed. like ive always felt like these things are out of my reach and unachievable for me and go figure when I think gender-affirmation might be possible I get bumped back down to the "good things dont happen to me" mindset. 
I just want to transition and its fucking agony that I have to wait, anxiously hoping ill get to one day all because of fucking finances.
Sure it doesn't help that I'm already mentally ill and unmedicated aside from something green and leafy but I guess we can thank the country I live in for not letting their people have HEALTH CARE.
I'm sorry for being so negative. i'm just really over it.... and It just feels like everyone hears my problem and then shrugs and says "sorry :/" and that just feels like a slap in the face. 
(also for context I do have a job... they are just giving me the shittiest hours imaginable. with weekly pay and no hours... you get two-digit checks.)

19.01.2021 15:26:50
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20.01.2021 18:54:39
bimbous333

i feel kind of guilty posting my problems heres without replying to the comments that i read...lol 

 my winter break started so i dont feel like crying from lack of sleep anymore...sleeping on a couch and waking up at three am to learn really took a toll on me so now im feeling refreshed. but that just leaves me to think abt the future.which is. equally not as fun, even worse id say.and i feel guilty for wasting time and indulging myself when its literally called a break. winter break. give me a break 

anyways i hope you guys are safe and dont forget to take care of yourself physically and mentally!



20.01.2021 18:54:39
stop bullying my casual bimbo 

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