Oh I'm going to hell now !!!!
Alicia, is my steady-married girlfriend. Jackie is a newly married woman with a newbourn, and I'm totally in lust with both women for different reasons.
I caught myself just now picking up the phone wanting to call a lover, and I PAUSED...........
YUP !!!!!! Hell. I put the phone down...... I'm going to have to think about something as simple as calling a best friend. :( Oh this is bad, very very BAD.
I'm ready for Beka to kidnap me again. I wonder where my stalker would take me? YIKES !!!!
No easy way out this time,
for a bimbo..........
As silly as it may sound, I nursed Jackie's baby on her breasts, just 2 days ago..... An unfair advantage?
I melted into a puddle of goo...... just sitting next to her, while holding her baby to her breast, was as close to heaven on Earth for me.
Alicia, is tiny ignorant and helpless. I melt with her too, but in a different way. I had dreams of rescue for her and her children.......... unfortunately Alicia, cannot see the forest through the trees. She lives like a slave to her mother-in-law.
She is not anything like I was as a mother, where;
Jackie IS like me at the same age.
Hell, is the best part of Love.
If I didn't have this challenge, I might be just putting stickers on a skateboard, or on a notebook in school.
Flipping notes with my middle finger in class.
Alicia would approve of this bird,
but Jackie.......... I could thrill, with much more than my attitude. She is a mother I could work very well, with.......... Alicia, is my lover who is just thrilled when I act crazy because she has 3 babies too, but never had a chance to mature by herself. I want Jackie for my own peace of mind, but I hate to give up on Alicia too. I think I'm going to have to test them both in the next few days. I need to figure out my own feelings for them. both win, but.......
I am an awful bimbo. I want them BOTH !!!!!! Jackie would kick Alicia's ass if they ever were to meet..... I'm stuck in the middle of knowing two very important people in my life, and cant introduce them to each other because I know they would clash, in a destructive way. Alicia, thinks she owns me. Jackie thinks I'm purely gifted with children. I'm stuck with my own ego, and desires, to wade through the mud with.
A group of 2 boys, by both mothers. and a baby girl, When I hold her, I feel like I ripped GOD's Robes. Jackie is speaking to me in prayer and just smiles at how her daughter melts in my arms, no matter how fussy the baby might be. She knows my voice. [I] This is my source of pride[/i]
My sons........ they are raising this Bimbo NOW.... as blind in heart as they KNOW.
I love Jesse and Kindell. I had to say it... Another baby will never take away the pride I felt, delivering my sons to the world. I'm also no going to complain if you drive north and shop with me.
I'm asking Jackie to lunch with me in the morning. There is less sexual tension when I'm with her, and we have more in common. Makes sense to me anyhow.
Alicia, is my steady-married girlfriend. Jackie is a newly married woman with a newbourn, and I'm totally in lust with both women for different reasons.
I caught myself just now picking up the phone wanting to call a lover, and I PAUSED...........
YUP !!!!!! Hell. I put the phone down...... I'm going to have to think about something as simple as calling a best friend. :( Oh this is bad, very very BAD.
I'm ready for Beka to kidnap me again. I wonder where my stalker would take me? YIKES !!!!
No easy way out this time,
for a bimbo..........
As silly as it may sound, I nursed Jackie's baby on her breasts, just 2 days ago..... An unfair advantage?
I melted into a puddle of goo...... just sitting next to her, while holding her baby to her breast, was as close to heaven on Earth for me.
Alicia, is tiny ignorant and helpless. I melt with her too, but in a different way. I had dreams of rescue for her and her children.......... unfortunately Alicia, cannot see the forest through the trees. She lives like a slave to her mother-in-law.
She is not anything like I was as a mother, where;
Jackie IS like me at the same age.
Hell, is the best part of Love.
If I didn't have this challenge, I might be just putting stickers on a skateboard, or on a notebook in school.
Flipping notes with my middle finger in class.
Alicia would approve of this bird,
but Jackie.......... I could thrill, with much more than my attitude. She is a mother I could work very well, with.......... Alicia, is my lover who is just thrilled when I act crazy because she has 3 babies too, but never had a chance to mature by herself. I want Jackie for my own peace of mind, but I hate to give up on Alicia too. I think I'm going to have to test them both in the next few days. I need to figure out my own feelings for them. both win, but.......
I am an awful bimbo. I want them BOTH !!!!!! Jackie would kick Alicia's ass if they ever were to meet..... I'm stuck in the middle of knowing two very important people in my life, and cant introduce them to each other because I know they would clash, in a destructive way. Alicia, thinks she owns me. Jackie thinks I'm purely gifted with children. I'm stuck with my own ego, and desires, to wade through the mud with.
A group of 2 boys, by both mothers. and a baby girl, When I hold her, I feel like I ripped GOD's Robes. Jackie is speaking to me in prayer and just smiles at how her daughter melts in my arms, no matter how fussy the baby might be. She knows my voice. [I] This is my source of pride[/i]
My sons........ they are raising this Bimbo NOW.... as blind in heart as they KNOW.
I love Jesse and Kindell. I had to say it... Another baby will never take away the pride I felt, delivering my sons to the world. I'm also no going to complain if you drive north and shop with me.
I'm asking Jackie to lunch with me in the morning. There is less sexual tension when I'm with her, and we have more in common. Makes sense to me anyhow.
