THAT bitch, Im sorry to hear that. Since you are in a partial hospitalization program, your school should allow you an extension for your assessments. Mine did years ago when I was in a partial hospitalization program!
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I'm having a lot of anxiety recently :/ I'm okay but it sucks.
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Terrible.
I have 3 hours left of my shift. Im not enjoying my job. I didn't really expect to, though.
My boss is younger than me & he acts like it.
Im so hungry today. Working has messed with my meal times.
Im so tired because they have me alternating between closing shift & opening shift. I closed Tuesday, opened Wednesday. I close tonight, open tomorrow. I think that's hurting my sleep. Before anyone asks, yes, I asked them for consistency, but they denied my request.
Also, you know, dealing with personal stuff.
I could go on. Really not in a hood mood. Got teary eyed a little a work for no real reason other than just being depressed.
I have 3 hours left of my shift. Im not enjoying my job. I didn't really expect to, though.
My boss is younger than me & he acts like it.
Im so hungry today. Working has messed with my meal times.
Im so tired because they have me alternating between closing shift & opening shift. I closed Tuesday, opened Wednesday. I close tonight, open tomorrow. I think that's hurting my sleep. Before anyone asks, yes, I asked them for consistency, but they denied my request.
Also, you know, dealing with personal stuff.
I could go on. Really not in a hood mood. Got teary eyed a little a work for no real reason other than just being depressed.
“If you know someone who’s depressed, please resolve never to ask them why. Depression isn’t a straightforward response to a bad situation; depression just is, like the weather.” ~Stephen Fry
Living with depression? Connect with others at the Mental Health Check-in.
Living with depression? Connect with others at the Mental Health Check-in.
my mother passed on the 28th of march and I have literally not had a good day since. i might smile and laugh with my family but I feel extremely empty now considering she was the only person who made me feel welcome and made me feel heard like ever
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my mother passed on the 28th of march and I have literally not had a good day since. i might smile and laugh with my family but I feel extremely empty now considering she was the only person who made me feel welcome and made me feel heard like everi'm so sorry for your loss, paniccdrillz </3 i'm sending you all my love
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I've been struggling to stay with my job, I work in a factory and I try to keep up with rates and how the job goes but its absolutely exhausting and this year so far I've lost two family members and ones on thin ice right now, I just want to survive amd not deal with utter bull shit, applying for a new job currently please send manifestos for me and hope I get this job that pays the same
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also, if this seems preachy, it wasn't my intention, i'm just not that good with picking words. i just wanted to share my thoughts on this because i talked about similar things with my therapist. i'm not sure if this helped at all but i hope it didn't make things worse. if you need to talk you can message me :) btw i have decided to get into drawing again because i used to really love it before. i'm not sure i'm going to ever make money off of, but it makes me happy so i got nothing to lose!
Sorry, this is sort of a ramble.hey, i'm writing a bit late but i just relate to it so much that i have to reply. i lost motivation to do anything in high school and gave up on all my hobbies. i was miserable and i hadn't done anything about it. this year i started college even though i didn't want it. i was constantly told that after high school there's not much you can do without college. and as it started had a full on mental breakdown because i just couldn't take it anymore. i basically quit it from the beginning. i started going to therapy and it helped me a bit. so i'm going to share what my therapist helped me realize, because i felt almost the same. first of all, you don't need to meet your family's expectations. i mean every parent thinks highly of their kid and they sometimes put a lot of pressure on them, which obviously isn't a good thing since it leads to the child feeling worthless. i am sorry you feel that way. but the thing is, your value isn't in how smart you are or what your grades are. there is so much more to it like how you treat your family and friends, are you kind, are you funny, your interests, your wins and failures, every experience of yours is what makes you you. you should let go of your parents' and society's expectations and set your own goals. it's not easy, but it can be something little, like, as you said, getting back into flute. but you will feel so much better when you accomplish it. i obviously don't know your family situation but i'm sure the most important thing is that you are happy, not a genius. even though i think you are being to harsh on yourself. i am really sorry about your mental state, i've been there and it sucks.
Sometimes I feel like I have nothing to offer. I'm not very smart and I was always told that I was as a child and now that I've gotten older and I haven't really lived up to that expectation of myself, it's hard. The only thing I'm good at I didn't keep up after high school and I knew I would never make it professionally even though I do think I was pretty good (I play flute). I think this is rearing it's ugly head because I've finally (tmi) started my period 4 days late and I'm in a lot of pain and I'm hormonal, but it's hard. I think playing flute again would make me happy but I think the loss of the clear tone I had in high school would discourage me. Maybe I should buy a book of music to get back in the groove. I was 1st chair by the time I was a senior and I feel like maybe I shouldn't just give it up. I'm not sure. My mental health has been on a steady decline since I graduated almost 2 years ago. I've barely picked my flute up since then. I just miss playing. What I really miss is marching but I can't do that anymore. And even if I could go to college and march, most college bands only march piccolos and I don't really like piccolo. I played it for 3 years in high school and it's just not really for me. I'm not really sure what to do.
also, if this seems preachy, it wasn't my intention, i'm just not that good with picking words. i just wanted to share my thoughts on this because i talked about similar things with my therapist. i'm not sure if this helped at all but i hope it didn't make things worse. if you need to talk you can message me :) btw i have decided to get into drawing again because i used to really love it before. i'm not sure i'm going to ever make money off of, but it makes me happy so i got nothing to lose!
i've been doing not so good the past couple months but seasonal depression on top of regular depression is real and i only realized what was goin on when it started warming up and i could open windows/go outside again. anxiety is still off the charts but it's the little things lol
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i'm finally returning to regular school after my partial hospitalization and i am so so so anxious. i'm scared that i'll fall behind on my work again, i'm scared of the people and teachers, and i'm worried about leaving the house (covid). i just don't want to face my teachers after being gone for so long. i feel like they are going to view me different bc of my mental collapse/autism diagnosis. i just really don't want to go back :0(
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I'm in my feels sorry in advance
Sometimes I have moments of clarity where I realize the dad I grew up with that played pretty pretty princess the board game with me and took me to the Miley Cyrus Bangerz tour and arguably had more fun than I did is really, truly gone. My dad was a stay at home dad until I went to school and I have such fun memories from my childhood. Even when I was an older child and both my parents had to work I still remember having a really good relationship with my dad. He changed so much after him and my mom got divorced. I'm really glad they're divorced but I miss the dad from my childhood. I think the first time I really realized he wasn't the same person as when I was younger was when I was 14. I told him that I didn't hate Obama and that I supported Planned Parenthood and he called me a baby killer and kicked me out and my mom had to come pick me up. I know you can't change a person but I miss my dad. My dad hasn't been there for a long time. My father is nearly a stranger to me at this point. We have nothing in common except for video games. I just miss him. I won't have the guts to come out to him for a long time if ever. I remember when my cousin came out and my entire dads side of the family was saying it was the people she was hanging out with. The dad from my childhood wouldn't have said that. I'm just mourning the death of my dad that made way for the birth of my father.
Sometimes I have moments of clarity where I realize the dad I grew up with that played pretty pretty princess the board game with me and took me to the Miley Cyrus Bangerz tour and arguably had more fun than I did is really, truly gone. My dad was a stay at home dad until I went to school and I have such fun memories from my childhood. Even when I was an older child and both my parents had to work I still remember having a really good relationship with my dad. He changed so much after him and my mom got divorced. I'm really glad they're divorced but I miss the dad from my childhood. I think the first time I really realized he wasn't the same person as when I was younger was when I was 14. I told him that I didn't hate Obama and that I supported Planned Parenthood and he called me a baby killer and kicked me out and my mom had to come pick me up. I know you can't change a person but I miss my dad. My dad hasn't been there for a long time. My father is nearly a stranger to me at this point. We have nothing in common except for video games. I just miss him. I won't have the guts to come out to him for a long time if ever. I remember when my cousin came out and my entire dads side of the family was saying it was the people she was hanging out with. The dad from my childhood wouldn't have said that. I'm just mourning the death of my dad that made way for the birth of my father.
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