I got so angry today. I tend to write creatively when burning off my emotion's. While I was editing, one part really struck me as profound. How vain, but not really, I think it came from a question I have been asking myself, from the moment I joined Miss Bimbo in 2007. I was being an escort at the time, and for me I relieved my stress in the Bimbo World and it's forums. All Starting with the Challenge from the owner of the game to me: Be the #1 Bimbo.
I sort of took the game a bit to seriously and so did many other passionate players. We used to write about our lives in great detail. Real Emotional Writing.
Being openly called a racist sort of bothered me today in Bimboland's. Was she talking to me, or HeavenLeighBimbo. This took me back to why I started to play this game. My Bimbo is my mind, in this game, and not my emotional soul. When I looked at what I wrote this morning, it so totally summed up every frustration I have had in my life trying to BE a real bimbo, and never feeling quite good enough. I Think I was screaming at MYSELF as if I was my 16 year old self... Telling my youthful underdeveloped mind, that Racism cut's both way's. It is better to accept people on a person by person basis and judge the individual and not the many factors the general population discriminates against.
Just sharing as I make a printable copy. That's going into my diary.
Innocent and clueless bags of mostly water with low IQ factors.
Uhhh What's a Bimbo?
It seems to me, that even this question could not be answered by the general population.
Unwilling, or pure cowardice.
Women need porn stars like me to be the devil
. Hate what you most admire. I make your man want YOU..
That's being Bimbo. A mind paid equally to her performance with her body.
I know you will never understand my point of view, till you reach my age. If you can still dance at 46 and have anyone, of any race, I will give you some credit as earned.
Till then, just try to tease the little sperm donors who will ruin your life. That's what all the girls your age try to do, because that is all they know how to do thanks to a social education of the SEX Industry. Drugged, Fucked, and tossed.
Few actually survive like I did. At least being a woman you can call any mistaken sexual encounter as a rape, to make you feel better about a bad choice you made. Girls and women who have sex before being married are no better than me being a paid nude dancer. Except the fact I can't get pregnant while dancing in public with totally un-suitable males. You date them and have sex after I tease them for all the money they have. Sloppy Second's? Breeders can only expect disrespect from mates, thanks to people like me.
Enjoy your Boyfriend while you can.
I can already see him as a toy to play with with no effort what so ever on my part. Women comprise 51% of the population. How secure can you really be in a modern relationship?
Think about that, as your making reasons to 'Hate Me' as an individual white woman.
I sort of took the game a bit to seriously and so did many other passionate players. We used to write about our lives in great detail. Real Emotional Writing.
Being openly called a racist sort of bothered me today in Bimboland's. Was she talking to me, or HeavenLeighBimbo. This took me back to why I started to play this game. My Bimbo is my mind, in this game, and not my emotional soul. When I looked at what I wrote this morning, it so totally summed up every frustration I have had in my life trying to BE a real bimbo, and never feeling quite good enough. I Think I was screaming at MYSELF as if I was my 16 year old self... Telling my youthful underdeveloped mind, that Racism cut's both way's. It is better to accept people on a person by person basis and judge the individual and not the many factors the general population discriminates against.
Just sharing as I make a printable copy. That's going into my diary.
Innocent and clueless bags of mostly water with low IQ factors.
Uhhh What's a Bimbo?
It seems to me, that even this question could not be answered by the general population.
Unwilling, or pure cowardice.
Women need porn stars like me to be the devil
. Hate what you most admire. I make your man want YOU..
That's being Bimbo. A mind paid equally to her performance with her body.
I know you will never understand my point of view, till you reach my age. If you can still dance at 46 and have anyone, of any race, I will give you some credit as earned.
Till then, just try to tease the little sperm donors who will ruin your life. That's what all the girls your age try to do, because that is all they know how to do thanks to a social education of the SEX Industry. Drugged, Fucked, and tossed.
Few actually survive like I did. At least being a woman you can call any mistaken sexual encounter as a rape, to make you feel better about a bad choice you made. Girls and women who have sex before being married are no better than me being a paid nude dancer. Except the fact I can't get pregnant while dancing in public with totally un-suitable males. You date them and have sex after I tease them for all the money they have. Sloppy Second's? Breeders can only expect disrespect from mates, thanks to people like me.
Enjoy your Boyfriend while you can.
I can already see him as a toy to play with with no effort what so ever on my part. Women comprise 51% of the population. How secure can you really be in a modern relationship?
Think about that, as your making reasons to 'Hate Me' as an individual white woman.
