about that DNA... i always took my skin for granted, i never had acnee or any problems... im 27 now and barely just started taking better care of it with coconut oil and 3 hours of body massage a week...i hope it's enough to be pretty well into my 40s too

@^
 It's never to late.  Like you, I had perfect skin through puberty. One or two pimple's but very normal skin over all.  I was lucky to not need much makeup, even when working as a dancer.  Costume's and darkness.  Glitter and lip gloss as I did not like to feel ' painted '.  It's hard to explain.  My lashes are so long already that they brush dust from sun glasses into my eye's. A Blinking Dust storm, whenever sunny. Anything Powder is really bad for me. 
 I constantly hate worrying about touching my mouth to my own clothing and other people's, and the though of it touching my food gags me.

     Nobody really looks at my face first anyhow.  The moment someone make's eye contact with me they find it difficult to look anywhere else.  They are very unique as they change color's naturally. I've heard it described by lover's as a rainbow for everyone I meet.  Like seeing an Aurora in my eye's.  Yes even flake's of Gold and the palest green you could ever imagine. in my iris.  All the whole blue spectrum, they will change with mood's and clothes.
  Most time's it is so overwhelming if I stare at someone with an angry mood, they must turn away from me.  I found it fun to use my 'emotions' when dancing and as an escort because they effected my eye's in way's that makeup could never do.

  I didn't really start caring about my skin till I was 30.   I'm even an obsessive indoor tanner.  Lotion every time afterwards feels so great.
  Maybe canceling out the effect's?  I hope,  but seems to still be working....   I'm 46.....    Yeah, an active work life when young helped a lot too.  
   I still stay active, now, and dance for friend's and request,  but I think staying generally fit and toned helps the skin age.  Two baby's later and I have no stretchmarks nor varicose veins, and my leg's still put most school girls leg's to shame in any contest with men judging.
   A good diet is key as well, and large amount's of water with the frequent bathroom break's. ( Very rarely do I get UTI's )
   The human body is just incredible to me. The power of recovery and healing.   
  I was a really bad alcoholic in my 30's.   I needed a lot of repair, and it was a warning to me when I looked as bad as I felt.
    Better do something about it NOW. 

I'm 16 years old now and I started having problems with acne when my puberty started. I still get like one or two pimples now, but my skin seems to be better since I'm taking care for it. Before I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror and I didn't want to go out. Hahahahah , it wasn't that bad actually (my acne I mean), but I just couldn't stand it, cause I was used to my perfect smooth skin.
My mom used to have acne too when she was my age, but if you look at her now she looks younger than her age (47).

I love kicking hornet nest's...........
   I'm so busted !!!!!!!!!!!!!
   And the best thing is  :  I couldn't care less.

  In a politically correct world there is no variables like in maths.
  I decided to quit my job today because they would not abide by my terms of contract.....   I said 20 hour's per week, not forty and certainly not calling me on my personal cell phone.  It has reached a point when my employer wanted to use me as a supervisor, when I only signed up to be a dispatcher. All because I said I would do him a favor a few time's last week with a huge job, I knew only I could do.  Now they see me as a GOD.   
    Sorry, I retired from that position, to just talk on the radio and plan.

      The events of last week should not be a reason to promote someone who is supposed to be semi-retired.  For some reason,  I keep saving live's, and even though I have no career ambition's I'm being promoted against my will due to excellence at doing what I do....
  What a silly reason, a young person would say........
   I did my duty and I don't mind being a reservist, but isn't it about time to train someone less than half my age to do my job?
   I gave my previous employer a 3 year's warning to train and replace me....   They never did, and had to hire 3 collage student's to do my one job.
   My current employer was given one year.  They did nothing but offer me more money........
   I know it seems un-natural to most, but Money is useless to me.  That was the best they could do.  Seriously  how hard is it to give someone 4 day's a week off work.   
  IDK,  let's ask a welfare recipient who works ZERO days a week and eat's LOBSTER for free breakfast. 

  When I explained the situation, my bosses thought I was crazy.  I work for fun ?
  I want to be a part-time employee as requested on my application.  That does not mean 40+ and on call.
       The corporation and management only saw the best person for the job......
                It never once enters into their mind's that it might be a good idea to train some younger employee's.
  Been there and done that.........     
  Stupid, and hopeless.........    So instead call on an old lady to bail them out in the short term.  To a point I'm happy too because I earned it,  but actually promoting me is totally not acceptable to me.  I was nice when telling them I would not bother coming in to work the next day.   My phone will be ringing off the hook today, and I've already turned OFF both phones so I wont be tempted to curse at them.   I'm not angry at the job or people. but the simple fact that they didn't honor a contract, and instead made unreasonable demands.     An hourly pay working in the office, when they expected me to use my own equipment and be an on site supervisor..........    Nah,  try again............ Then piss off for anything less than 250,000 per year.

     I think I want to enjoy the rest of the summer,  and maybe try to get a job as a pre-school teacher in the fall.
   Adult's are just to stupid to work with professionally.  Teaching shapes and color's TO 3 YEAR OLD'S might be just what i need.
 I totally despise working with stupid adult's. Nothing is worth the aggravation of people who must have a pay check and act so foolishly in the process.
         
   I'm so glad I am not an 18 year old in this modern era.   Their future is not a very pleasant one, if my prediction's hold true in the next 100 year's. Without a farm and a truck and fuel, most everyone in a city will die.       The worst park is that I actually think the one's who will die first are the people who live in cities.     
  You may have what they want,  and that can be devastation to a womans free will.

HLB.... I am sorry for you.... I needed the dictionnary a cipule of times for underti g everything you told, but I got to read it.
you tell things with an excellent humour sense, besides sarcarm and irony. But I can feel you are (sorry) fucked up.
here you have cyberfriends who understand you, you spent the same experiencies than you, and who are ready to listen to you, or read your posts, whenever you need.
I know. I am useless in your situation. But I want you know you have my, and our, support.
we really estimate you.

Thanks Kathy.   Actually using a dictionary is very impressive.   You described my writing style perfectly !!!  5 Stars and cheer's.
    
   It is a complicated situation, but everyone I talk to thinks of it as money, not honor.  They think I'm crazy.  They do not see me as a soon to be senior citizen.  I'm already a pensioner but to them they see me as an ambitious money hungry collage student paying off student loan's.  My very own appearance is causing this corporate mentality to blackmail me into working a more difficult job for no raise in pay. 

        They don't know that I used to be the chief operating officer, and stepped down so I could semi-retire anonymously. ( To be unknown and hidden from attention.)  
New people at the top of the ladder noticed me being a little fish doing BIG THINGS and still see me as a foolish enough girl, to do a job that I know should be paid 10X's what they are offering me.  The workplace has become a bidding war for promotion's.  How low will you go? Is the question, for this rank.  
                 Rome tried doing that,  and that empire soon collapsed, as everyone went broke with unskilled labor in the workforce and no production.
  It is awesome to see the job you have done for 27 year's from the perspective of a gold fish.
         Food for someone else to consume.

  I really am so sorry for the next generation.
  You better be a lucky one with a great talent to sell, because otherwise  your just a number and a bank account on a computer with a balance of zed 0 , Nothing.
  Half of America is already there.   What is the tipping point? 
  Hows Greece doing these day's ?  Haha
 America stands right in line along the same path as Greece,  but let's add in the riot in the cities and terrorist attacks, and a flood of illegals from all nations and everyone shall soon see what it does to the world.   I hopefully will not see the day,  but it is possible .  For me I'm the goldfish. what is going on outside really doesn't affect the wealthy.  Indeed.  
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HeavenLeighBimbo wrote: Seriously  how hard is it to give someone 4 day's a week off work.   
  IDK,  let's ask a welfare recipient who works ZERO days a week and eat's LOBSTER for free breakfast.

Okay lets. And damn HLB, that lobster thing again...sheeh!

Yes, I am on welfare. I spent my entire life working my ass off walking on water (often blood, shit and urine filled water) to keep other people alive. I ran a very successful business and taught others to do the same both running that type of business and to do the saving it's self. For that privilege, I often worked as many or more hours at night and my days off as a volunteer again saving others and fixing all the problems they created for themselves. YES they created them! Every phucking one of them. Even that killer storm wave knocking down hundreds of homes along the coast. If the arrogant jerk-offs, with their federally funded (my tax dollars) flood insurance and federally funded (my tax dollars) disaster aid, didn't build their castles on the land where the ocean goes, their castles wouldn't have been blown down and flooded out for me to have to go and start the paper work for the tax dollars to start going their way and to shelter, feed and cloth them (again MY tax dollars) while they wait for MY tax dollars to buy them a new castle to be put back on the same spot to wait for the next storm and bail out. They laugh at all the rest of the peasants. Every couple of years they get an entirely new castle with all new contents at tax payer expense. Great deal there. Shit even Katrina, a city by the ocean and lower than sea level solely protected by a flawed wall built by the retarded army corp of engineers who phuck everything up they touch. Now there's a disaster waiting to happen. Oh wait, stupid mother phuckers. I walked on water and through storms to keep them alive and fix all their problems, I did it with MS getting out of my own wheelchair to walk on that water and save them. Ah that water. I did it with lupus. Often I didn't know if I would be able to get my own ass out after removing them. Okay, I'll just go under and not breathe. So phucking what. I have asthma. I often couldn't breathe doing it anyway. Now with those serious health issues and others, how is it that I'm the one who has to fix the problems the good people create? How is it that the one who can't walk for themselves can stand in the middle of the storm waiting for it to blow over so aid can begin?  And now I'm burden to others? Others see no reason to bail me out after all those I bailed out and those bailouts certainly more costly to you than mine. Tax payers would rather pay Bitchillary enough for two, two hour appearances as what would pay 1500 people on welfare in each of the 50 states for a month for ALL of their aid, including non tax dollar handouts, for a total of 75,000 individuals.

Bitchillary is not for blacks. Welfare reform was hers and solely meant to stop blacks from becoming the majority at white tax payers expense. She is not for women. She is for self, the banks and the new world order. The new world order is for the upper 1%'ers. "No child born out of wedlock" "No more than one child per person" "encourage and pay for sterilization" etc are found in your government's handbook's, mission statements and bi-laws. We can get back to her and her evil and dastardly ways later.

I legally work ZERO days a week and eat lobster for free breakfast. Get the phuck out of here with that. Not once have I purchased lobster with MY $196 a month in food stamps. You're out of your phucking mind with that. Let me tell you how it really works. Most sates have zero cash payout or welfare at all. Those who do, mine being the highest, get $120 a month. But you aren't allowed to use it. You must be part of a workforce program and use that money to get a job. If you don't you are sanctioned and lose everything and can not return for 3 years if at all. You must be in a qualified job training program or work 40 hours a week, almost always for the government, for free. Now at 40 hours a week, 4 weeks a month...that equals $2 an hour, SLAVE LABOR on your tax dollars. Your tax dollars could have provided a real job and benefits at $150,000 a year. But NO, slaves are cheaper. Tax payer needs those welfare slaves. Guess what. Those blacks were right. The evil whites (Hillary) found a way to enslave them again.

Now, I'm the lucky one. I get the extra $90 a month being disabled. I'm the one who gets to sit here and do nothing all day but play and eat lobster. Forget the 80 hours or so of therapy and medical appointments I MUST keep every month plus all the things I need to do at home to handle the situation. Those welfare to work slaves are out working 40 + hours a week for free. I'm the one you THINK you are paying for. 

I take that $210 and pay the $1 a day for my fake obamacare auto insurance and buy a little gas. (When you people find out about that you will burn obama and Hillary on a cross.) I pay internet and once in awhile water. Your tax dollars and private donations pay for almost everything else. But remember, most of that payout is tax. Your tax dollar in my pocket goes right back to tax dollars. Even the tobacco I buy with food stamps, is just handing it all back as most of the purchase price is taxes. I take what's left and buy weed. Then, the food stamps buy what the cash was supposed to and your private donations and FDA food banks provide what the food stamps were supposed to. If I don't pay the water, your private donations will pay that too. Those you turned into your slave have to be frugal.

And you read that right. I bought weed with your tax dollars. Do you have a problem with that too? I have a problem with all the forced volunteerism (slavery) that's purpose is to keep slavery alive and flourishing and to keep wages low while the rich get richer off of it and the ranks of the slaves grow. Social engineering at its finest. They make you think volunteerism is a good thing. There are more do good-er volunteers, forced volunteers like community service as penalty and welfare to work programs and the newly created slave, intern than the total number of those working. Your and my tax dollars don't pay for shit but the elites. You need those welfare slaves. Without them, you'll pay more in taxes to pay people a real salary to do that work the slaves are doing now for welfare. I also have a problem with my tax dollars paying for others for their trafficking of human beings and their body parts and the killing of babies. Yes, on welfare I do pay taxes every day.

Please, tell me again you have a problem with me using my welfare and food stamps to buy my lobster and weed. First I'd tell you how I could be using your tax dollars/food stamps dollars to pay my government $250 a month fee for the medical marijuana program. I could also have your tax dollar pay for my $400 an ounce bag of weed giving most of those dollars back to the government and the elite doctor club (the ones who are really getting your tax dollars). You'll thank me for buying the $100 ounce bag from someone who is working hard and really needed the money to feed their own kid and pay their taxes. Secondly, I'd go on to tell you how me buying that locally harvested lobster at $6.99 a pound is a far better use of MY food stamp money than buying beef from Australia at $9.99 a pound. Its cheaper and all of the dollars stay local. But wait. Why that phuck do you care what I do with my money and food stamps anyway? When you received your pay that came from my purchases, taxes, whatever did I get a say in what you were spending your money on and to judge you? 

Well to answer your question, it is im...phucking...possible to work 3 or 4 days a week. I tried it. I tried going back to work despite my disabilities. And over and over it quickly became how I was supposed to work 12 to 14 hours a day 5 to 7 days a week often working 13 day stretches. Be the supervisor, be the manager or trainer because everyone else is an asshole. You get 1 day a week off in the beginning of week one and the last day off in week two, repeat for a two day weekend every other week. Yes, if you don't turn your phone off, you will be called in. They will give you a phone with the orders it is not to be turned off. They don't give two flying phucks if you can or want to do it. I did it until I couldn't do it anymore. I was driven into a platelet disorder and legal blindness trying to do so. I almost died. Now, I'm hated for sitting on welfare healing, being as frugal as possible with MY money and MY food stamps while waiting the 2 1/2 year waiting period plus the hearing time for MY social security (that hubby and I worked for and paid into our entire lives to get) to be re-instated. You're government and those lawyers (elites) will get more than 25% of it up front. Then, every dime I received in tax and private donations also must be paid back in full before I see a dime.

~heads out mumbling these phuckers thinking their tax dollars pay for me or their other slaves...Dumb mother phuckers think they pay for the criminal justice system and jails too ignoring fines and fees to cover all costs...Drink more of that Kool Aid they have you believing meant to pit the peasants against each other at every turn~ 

I think I just found us another player who is interested in politics too.  She isn't a player yet, but was in a student government in collage.  
   I can't wait to see what she has to say about the ^ post.   It was like a clear cut diamond.  beautiful to read.  such honesty and truth from a perspective.
    I wish everyone would write like this. Truly a masterpiece  I was proud to read. 
    
   I'm going to use it to sell her on playing this game.
   It will be great to begin 3 way discussions.
   The beginnings of a government.

HLB.... What donyou care the people's opinion?? If it is for mney or for honour??? You know who you are, what you want, what you need. And, unfortunately, I think that this subject has not anything to do with talent..., it has to do with contacts, friends, money, family, etc. It is more important than talent and education.
you can talk to us whenever you want, ok?? Although I needed a dictionnary hahahahaha

HeavenLeighBimbo wrote:

I think I just found us another player who is interested in politics too.  She isn't a player yet, but was in a student government in collage.  
   I can't wait to see what she has to say about the ^ post.   It was like a clear cut diamond.  beautiful to read.  such honesty and truth from a perspective.
    I wish everyone would write like this. Truly a masterpiece  I was proud to read. 
    
   I'm going to use it to sell her on playing this game.
   It will be great to begin 3 way discussions.
   The beginnings of a government.

Thanks. It was getting to long to add all the view points from this perspective. The first being how creepy someone is watching, obsessing and taking notes on my personal purchases. Second, why the phuck is someone looking into my wallet when I open it and looking so closely at my card that I'm paying with. Like are they trying to steal ID's or credit card and bank debit card numbers? The third and most important being, why do others really have a need to make life as rotten as possible one others? They are sick phuckers that are full of jealously. They resent the fact that someone else might have one little bite of something that tastes good, once a month. They would rather make life so miserable on others they want to kill themselves then be so torturous they wouldn't allow them to do it and prevent it at all costs. "No piece of shit. You can not die after I made you want to. I need to torture you longer" They are mentally ill on a very serious level but self proclaim their goodness.

I hope you get her to come and join us. We could have wonderful conversations about things like Billhillary and this attempt at a third term which clearly demonstrates either the US Constitution or the institute of marriage is completely dead in America. We could discuss the water wars both here in America and abroad. Its a current hot topic with California whining all those years about how they needed water piped in from the east. States as far as the Atlantic Ocean were negatively effected by this and are under current restrictions for them but it was determined it was needed for agricultural as they provided food for all of America. They recently restricted the farmers water usage and fine people like the Kardashians for allowing their Kentucky blue grass they imported to die during the drought season in a desert. Not to mention the crops are actually being exported to China. (I'll get back to China.) Water wars abroad, how about how America is orchestrating a water/religion water abroad. Jews get Israel. The Nile Dam Project is successfully completed. Egypt and other African and Middle East countries will no longer be able to produce the grain crops they are consuming forcing them to buy on the international market, America. The ever growing Indian population forced to buy American corn and wheat. America is ready. The government owns/preserves 85% of the land in the west and have the water from the east already flowing that way. Okay, China. Billhillary created NAFTA. You think you are buying products from China but remember the smoke and mirrors the elites use. They went right behind business and bought the majority of the stock in all those Chinese companies. Made in China/American owned.

If you get her to join, I might be willing to discuss how the banks and tax payers are paying on a court case that I am pro se, in and not the defendant. That more then 5 times the value of the principle we're fighting over has been spent on the case so far and how this has been on going for so many years that the real defendant died 14 months ago and is being kept alive in court and one of the largest, most successful law firms in my state was driven into bankruptcy a few years ago. You would be amazed at the number of hearings the dead guy has been part of since his death and just how devastating this has been to my state especially to all the towns that firm was holding properties in. Some of those towns could be next in line for bankruptcy. I bet she would love the pro se part alone as legal challenge was brought to that status and the court deemed/ruled me a competent attorney and legally able to act as one despite not passing the bar exam.

Try to get her to come in before the next victim steps forward. They already sent their letter of intent and I'm making motions to Plaintiff both assholes and my state and town. I'm moving into Hall of Justice in the near future.